What shall I do with my one precious life?
I have no goals. I have nothing I want to accomplish. I don’t even care about growing Lighthouse Yoga or expanding Ahimsa Initiative. I’ve lost motivation to sell courses online and make more money. There is nothing I hope to gain or lose. No new eating habits. No workout plans. No desires to change who I am. I have nothing to manifest.
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No, none of that. All I want to do with this one precious life is to embody Love the best I can in this human form. To wrap the world in Love. To remember to bow to the God within every single soul I meet. No exceptions. Every. Single. Soul. To hold their pain - our pain- with compassion and non-judgement. To look into the eyes of others and see no other. To radiate the love of God. To be an expression of all that we truly are, in all our human messiness and Divine glory. To love all of it. All of me. All of you. All of us. In hopes that as I stand in my Holiness, you will remember yours. If I have a New Years resolution , it is that. Just Love.
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My dearest Benjamin-my angel....Thank you for bringing me to my knees and ripping apart the layers of self that were keeping me from seeing Truth. Thank you for slowing down my trajectory. I didn’t realize I was in such a hurry to do this and that, and get to the end of life as if it were a race to the finish line. And to think I thought mediation and yoga would somehow keep me intact, shelter me from pain on this journey. How silly of me. I know better now. I know better now because of you.
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The loss of your human form will be an uncomfortable space to sit in, but because of your brilliance and beauty, because of your sweet, kind heart, because I had the deep joy and honor of knowing you...this seat feels like a Throne. I will adorn my soul in the jewels of wisdom you continue to gift me. Each one expanding me further into Love. Connecting me closer to God. And I will spend the rest of my earthly existence in devotion to this expansion and connection. In no hurries. And knowing you are always silently guiding me, while resting in your rightful place at the right hand of God.
Just trying to make sense of this human life and let my stories breath outside of my body.